Difficulties of Life

  I realize it's only been a very short few minutes since my last post.  Oh well. I have nothing else to do.

 Well, I want to talk about children. My son is 14 going on 21. You know? Yeah, you know, if you have kids.  He's getting to where he won't listen to me.   I have to tell him for 30 + minutes in the morning to get up!  The other morning, he WOULD NOT get up.  When he finally did, he went and got his shower and then when he came out, he said  "all that time and it's only 7:40?".

 I said well, it's actually  7:20, but why? What does that mean?

Turns out, he was TRYING to waste time so he wouldn't have to go to first period.  Am I that big of a sucker?  Yeah, I guess I am.  I've let him get away with a lot over the years.  But, unfortunately he's acting a lot like that thing that fathered him.  I don't need another dipshit.  That will be the husband's formal name from now on.  I'm not going to capitalize it though.

 Really, though, this divorce will be the best thing I've ever done for myself.  Hopefully it will sort of cancel out the worst thing I've ever done to myself, which is getting married.

 Sad fact:  I left in January.  I waited until August to file. How stupid is that?  I mean, theoretically the divorce could have been final by now.  That makes me sick.  I don't much like thinking about it.

 I think in my next post I'll talk about something different.  Maybe the art of starting a fire?

New Life

Wow! I just read my first post. I guess that was a couple of years ago! It was a bit informative. I didn't even remember I had written that. So, that was cool.

I figured I'd have to delete it or something, but after reading it, I felt that it was completely honest and everything was right on the money.

Now, 2 years later, we're split up again. Of course, we have done so probably 2 or 3 times since that first post. Does it even have a date on it? I'll have to look.

Anyway, here I am, living in mom's house. What a trip. I finally filed for divorce this time though.

I don't know how long it will be before he does his part and files his papers. I have to wait on him to do that, unfortunately.

Well, all in all, if I end up living in a tent on the side of the road somewhere, it will always be better than living with that freakshow of a husband.

He's so stupid! I mean, I moved out (for the hundreth? time) in January. In August I filed for divorce. He gets the papers surprisingly the very next day from the cops and he proceeds to get all defensive! He starts in on me about "you not only want back child support, you want to run me out of my house and make me pay you half of what it's worth too!"

Well, what a dipshit. Of course I want back child support. It's only fair. What the hell makes him think he should get off so easily as to not pay a penny for seven months, and then to only have to start paying child support after the divorce is final? What a fruit cake.

So, I tell him, hey, you're only mad because you have to pay child support. Otherwise you're happy with this happening. And, he proceeds to tell me (we're texting nowadays) No, I'm fine with paying child support, I have a problem with YOU.

Hmmm, funny.

Ok, so, later though, after some more texting, he says something stupid like " I guess I was stupid to think that last week we could have worked it out"

WHAT? Uh, did you not just tell me off and say that you have a problem with me?

Geeze, fruity.

Ok, so I'll stop talking about that for now. It's just ridiculous.

I'll be so glad to be free from him.